If a girl wanted to rape me would I let her?
Would she say, "Please?"
Would she be gentle?
Would she hate me, would I resemble all men who hurt her? Would she call me dog, woman-beater, bastard? Would she hate me because I am male? Would I be an image of all things man? Would I let her, would I resist? Soldier on, until the end, make a pact with life. Suffer me no more, take me home and comfort me. If you ask nicely I will jump into bed with you, no need for rape. I'd show you all men are not alike, I can be gentle.
Please be kind, I am soft, I like to touch, I like to kiss.
Sunshine is the heaven the rain is God crying happy tears. I am a child, I will never grow, I have stunted growth. Do you trust me, can you see it in my eyes that I want no hurt, and if I hurt you it is not me?
It is not me, this man of skin is only temporary, am vexed by blood and bones. I live outside my flesh.
Call the souls of hell ask them for security, ask them what makes them live. It's the dream of redemption I tell you.
Crash. Crash. What makes you crash, a crashing car, a crashing mind, a dive to death.
What makes you live what makes you love me? You say, "I wish you had a period." but you do not know me, I bleed more than you, I bleed internally, my heart weeps blood continually. I cannot plug it, or stop it from leaking. It is eternal. Forever I spout, my eyes conduits for tears.
Say not I ignore you, I live for my words, I eat words you sleep them. You write better than me, you come up with silliness, I reply with my silliness, but my words are stupid in your foolishness. Contact the alien commander tell him I am ready for my head transplant. "I'm coming home daddy, mommy is the sun!"